i like blake. a lot ( PS im trying to do an LJ- cut )
okay. one i really like blake. he says the
cutest things. like he said he doesnt want
to wait until next weekend to see me and he
already misses my pretty face. hes so adorable.
and i talked to him a lot today, and its a
good thing. because ... he makes me laugh
staying over my grandparents' house tonight
no instant messenger!! fucking nuts but im
so freakin spoiled over here. like being the only
girl fucking rockss. my grandfather bought me
a sub and it was good but i feel sick now.
it was good though. my grandmother bought the notebook
and we're going to watch it when my little brother
falls asleep and i can turn the fucking ghost hunters club
off of the fucking big screen.
who cares about ghosts
i wrote my name really pretty. and im happy because i
dont know why because i love my handwriting but im looking
at it and it looks sooooo cute. haha im so retarded. but
anyway. im really bored and i want to write about last night.
well blake came over
and i was in a really bad mood but for some reason
when he got here i was really happy. and i couldnt stop looking
at him. he has the cutest baby face and i just love it.
the way he smiles at me ;; its great. he stared me in the eye
for literally 5 minutes at a time. and i couldnt help but laugh.
we were watching freddy vs jason. and we were cuddling and it was
just fun. and he randomly grabbed my hand and like looked at me
and smiled. and i just looked at him and smiled.im getting to the
good part. well i had to grab his face and kiss him.
and it was just like a peck. but then i sat up and he was like i
dont like looking up. so he moved over and i layed across his
lap and he had his arm around my tummy. and the other one by my head
and he kissed me like .. yeah and i swear to god i got fucking
butterflies. and as much as i thought / think i love(d) jay-jay i never
got that feeling.
i felt like an idiot. but i wanted to tell blake, but i felt stupid
so i texted it to him .. while we were talking on the phone
and he said, "i guess thats chemistry." and i swear i almost cried
i really hope this works out with us. like ever since ive been
dating him, even though it hasnt been long, i havent really thought
about jay-jay except for when someone talks about love or
something that reminds me of him. other than that im happier than
i was when i was dating jay-jay. i want to stay with him and i hope
he likes me as much as he acts like he does.
this boy is my fucking everything right now. he said he has a feeling
hes going to fall in love with me! everything is absolutely perfect. things
couldnt be better. and im so happy
blakey pie
you have no idea how much you mean to me. lately, i know i have
been moody but i promise your the reason i have a reason to smile.
i really like you a lot and i really hope you like me as much as you
say you do. like i said your my other 1/3. haha
i've said this before.
im determined to not talk about jay-jay around you because of
the way i feel for you. theres no way i want to mess any of this
up. even if the people in your family are rednecks and drunkards. hah
no matter how much i hate the music you listen to, your the only
reason im smiling. and i like you very much for that
love
your girlfriend
you know i love this picture lol
cutest things. like he said he doesnt want
to wait until next weekend to see me and he
already misses my pretty face. hes so adorable.
and i talked to him a lot today, and its a
good thing. because ... he makes me laugh
staying over my grandparents' house tonight
no instant messenger!! fucking nuts but im
so freakin spoiled over here. like being the only
girl fucking rockss. my grandfather bought me
a sub and it was good but i feel sick now.
it was good though. my grandmother bought the notebook
and we're going to watch it when my little brother
falls asleep and i can turn the fucking ghost hunters club
off of the fucking big screen.
who cares about ghosts
i wrote my name really pretty. and im happy because i
dont know why because i love my handwriting but im looking
at it and it looks sooooo cute. haha im so retarded. but
anyway. im really bored and i want to write about last night.
well blake came over
and i was in a really bad mood but for some reason
when he got here i was really happy. and i couldnt stop looking
at him. he has the cutest baby face and i just love it.
the way he smiles at me ;; its great. he stared me in the eye
for literally 5 minutes at a time. and i couldnt help but laugh.
we were watching freddy vs jason. and we were cuddling and it was
just fun. and he randomly grabbed my hand and like looked at me
and smiled. and i just looked at him and smiled.im getting to the
good part. well i had to grab his face and kiss him.
and it was just like a peck. but then i sat up and he was like i
dont like looking up. so he moved over and i layed across his
lap and he had his arm around my tummy. and the other one by my head
and he kissed me like .. yeah and i swear to god i got fucking
butterflies. and as much as i thought / think i love(d) jay-jay i never
got that feeling.
i felt like an idiot. but i wanted to tell blake, but i felt stupid
so i texted it to him .. while we were talking on the phone
and he said, "i guess thats chemistry." and i swear i almost cried
i really hope this works out with us. like ever since ive been
dating him, even though it hasnt been long, i havent really thought
about jay-jay except for when someone talks about love or
something that reminds me of him. other than that im happier than
i was when i was dating jay-jay. i want to stay with him and i hope
he likes me as much as he acts like he does.
this boy is my fucking everything right now. he said he has a feeling
hes going to fall in love with me! everything is absolutely perfect. things
couldnt be better. and im so happy
blakey pie
you have no idea how much you mean to me. lately, i know i have
been moody but i promise your the reason i have a reason to smile.
i really like you a lot and i really hope you like me as much as you
say you do. like i said your my other 1/3. haha
i've said this before.
im determined to not talk about jay-jay around you because of
the way i feel for you. theres no way i want to mess any of this
up. even if the people in your family are rednecks and drunkards. hah
no matter how much i hate the music you listen to, your the only
reason im smiling. and i like you very much for that
love
your girlfriend
you know i love this picture lol