Fic: Chasing Dreams Pt 10 of 15
Title: Chasing Dreams
Part: 10 of 15
Author: rainbow_romeo
Pairing: House/Chase
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BDSM, implied and explicit sexual actions
Disclaimer: Not mine, blah
Summery: Dr. Robert Chase thinks that his private life is nobody's business but his own, he also thinks that he's not a masochist. As always House proves him wrong in the most unconventional way possible.
A/N: I'm back! Finally! Thanks for all comments and I'm glad to be back online. I almost finished this story, only need to write about half a chapter now, then it's done. There will be 15 chapters in the end with a big one at the end. I hope you're all hyper-motivated to comment after the wait ;)
Previous Parts: I / II / III / IV / V / VI / VII / VIII / IX
“I have another question for you. It’s a general question, so I’m giving you the option of either saying no and I won’t demand an answer or saying yes and being able to ask me something, but it can only be about the last and coming 24 hours like we’d agreed. You have to decide. Do it now. I’ll be asking you later, but what we’ll do next depends on how you decide.”
It took Chase a few moments, because being offered so many choices was confusing, but then he got what House was trying to achieve. He was taking the control in small steps instead of just taking all of it at once. He was giving him time to trust House with the control for tonight. He was probably planning something big, wasn’t he? Something he needed to know Chase was okay with giving up the control for.
His stomach fluttered violently.
“I’m okay with that and I have a question.”
It hadn’t been much of a choice, he was too damn desperate to ask his question, he was willing to answer anything big in exchange.
“Ask.”
“Are you sexually attracted to me? Yesterday and that time in the clinic, were you affected by what we were doing or was that just a part of the experiment?”
Chase really hated that he hadn’t been paying attention to whether House had been aroused that night at the clinic. He’d been too wrapped up in the pleasure and surprise of the situation to notice anything around him, he wasn’t sure if House really hadn’t been hard or had if he had cared to not press his groin against Chase’s backside. But now he was going to get his answer.
“I think you’re hot and I think it’s sexy when you willingly kneel in front of me or respond to an innocent touch like I’m jacking you off. That’s what you need to hear, isn’t it?”
“Yes, that would be… nice.”
“Good, because it’s true. That enough for you to answer me later?”
“Yeah, thank you, House.”
Yes, that was more than enough. House admitting that he thought Chase was hot, sexy? That was just unbelievable! This part of the deal was turning out to be great for him, he was learning things he would have never found out otherwise and he could work on eliminating fears that made trusting House with all control harder - like not knowing if House actually wanted that, which he obviously did.
“We’re done trading for now. Time to make this interesting. Starting with you telling me what you thought when I told you to kneel yesterday.”
“I thought you wanted me to give you a blowjob.”
“Stop stating the obvious, you know I don’t want to know what went through that head.”
“I guess I… thought… that it was… nice that you wanted me to give you a blowjob.” He swallowed and took a deep breath - that was so much of an understatement it was almost a lie. “I wanted to give you a blowjob. At least… first I wanted to.”
That was better. Direct and very honest and pretty scary to admit out loud.
“Good boy, Robbie. I saw that you were getting hard”, which meant he’d just wanted Chase to admit to it, “but I had more important things to do than let you suck me off. But now… Kneel.”
This time it was for real! It had to be! Sure, Chase was still waiting for the older man to try anything from the “Lupus-list”, just to be certain Chase would stop him, but he actually hoped it wouldn’t happen right then.
He really wanted to blow his boss. That was creepy.
Still he hurried to get onto his knees before him and looked up anxiously. God, he was pathetically eager and this wasn’t even about him getting off.
“You keep a condom in your wallet?” Chase nodded. “Get it out, I don’t want to get up.”
He complied, checking the date, before he handed it to the other man. It was good that House seemed to be as paranoid about STDs as he was, even though he doubted there was a real need to.
But Chase noticed that he was trying to distract himself from the matter at hand. He needed to concentrate if he wanted to do this right. And he wanted to do it right very, very badly.
“Open my jeans and get them down.”
He did as he was told, trying not to look at the scar. There was no emotional connection between them, yet, it was about sex and sex didn’t mean letting the other one in on anything personal. He didn’t want to destroy the mood.
“Ask me if you can proceed.”
Chase looked up, swallowing hard.
“Can I… undress you?”
Again he swallowed, secretly hating that his body was trained to make his mouth water in a situation like that. He had blown guys too often, since he’d liked it after the first few times and preferred it to real sex with men he didn’t know too well.
God, but he was so nervous and his thoughts were all over the place. It was so different with House.
“Do it.”
His hands were trembling and he really hoped that House got that it wasn’t because he was scared, but because he was pretty excited to do this. And to Chase’s relief, House was just as excited.
He was already half hard and it felt like someone screeched “He’s hard because you talked about you giving him a blowjob!” in Chase’s head. This was almost more proof than House actually telling him he thought Chase was sexy.
“Tell me.” House’s voice was quiet and husky again and Chase felt a twitch in his nether regions.
“I want to suck you off. May I?”
“Do it, Robert.”
Finally. Chase took a deep breath and adjusted his position so he could lean forward more comfortably, supporting himself on his forearms. This was it. He hesitated only for a second before he took House’s cock into his hand, carefully stroking to get it hard enough for the condom. The first warm touch sent a jolt through his whole body.
Hell, he had missed this kind of intimacy and his erection grew very uncomfortably fast in his too tight jeans, just from touching another man’s cock.
Fortunately, House’s did, too, at the touch and after a series of still pretty restrained strokes he felt the condom being pressed into his free hand. He ripped it open and thought about putting it on with his mouth - yes, he knew how to do that - but decided against it, since the whole purpose of the condom was eliminating contact without it and it wasn’t a good idea to toy with House. So he used his hands, but leaned forward again and closed his lips around the head to at least roll the condom down with his mouth. It had taken him quite s few guys to learn how to do that perfectly. He really wanted to impress the other man with something and deep throating without having to try a few times to get everything down was impressive for most people.
Obviously House wasn’t an exception from “most people” for a change, because the man moaned as Chase’s lips touched the base of his cock and Chase hoped for a hand on his head, but it looked like he had to earn that. He pulled back and started the slow strokes again, this time using his tongue to circle the head simultaneously, wrapping his lips around it from time to time, sucking carefully, but enough to have House panting afterwards.
It wasn’t long until he had to shift slightly, because he was so hard and he knew if House allowed it, he would be begging to touch himself in seconds.
Or maybe have House touch him…
Chase moaned unconsciously around the other man’s cock at that thought, feeling the flesh twitch beneath his lips. Maybe House was planning on returning the favor or just jerking him off or repeating what had happened at the clinic. It didn’t really matter, he just wanted to get off somehow, preferably not on his own.
The older man’s body shuddered under his movements and Chase, once more, took him completely, relaxing his throat and breathing deeply through his nose. He had to close his eyes as he inhaled the mix of soap, sweat and the deodorant that was so House, suddenly overwhelmed by thoughts like how the other man had to have showered just for this, for him or how incredibly close they really were right then…
He knew it wouldn’t have taken him more than two strokes if he’d been allowed to touch himself.
It didn’t take House all that much more, because as soon as Chase pulled off, just to lower his head again, his hips bucked and finally a hand landed on Chase’s head, keeping him close while House came within the confines of the condom, right in his throat. Chase lifted his head after a few moments and thought about resting it on the older man’s good thigh, but decided against it. They were still on deal-time and he wasn’t allowed to - and even if they weren’t, that was almost cuddling and House couldn’t possibly like that.
“Bathroom door is open, you’ll find it. Go in there and bring yourself off, think about this, count the strokes. Bring the Vicodin bottle from the sink with you when you’re done.”
TBC