my Doctors visit

Nov 04, 2005 14:36

i made an apointment with the doctor yesturday for today because of this rash type of thing on my wrist, and to have my fiorict refilled. when i showed the dr berwick my wrist she said that i might be exsma Spelling? i told her it didnt itch, and i had tried hydrocordozone cream on it but nothing seemed to take care of it. she looked all over my ( Read more... )

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peeppillowlove November 6 2005, 08:43:40 UTC
My dear, it is ok to worry about yourself. It is okay to panic to be afraid and to wonder, don't feel guilty for any of these things. Don't take your doctors first opinion as the last opinion that will effect your life, but don't shrug out that possibility as if it isn't there at all.
You need to be aware of the possibilities, it may be cancer, it may be some odd reaction to the chicken you ate the other day, it could be anything, until you go to a doctor you won't know. But it will be ok. You have people here for you, you have friends and family here for you no matter what the situation turns out to be.
I despise your parents for even making you feel guilty for a second about telling them about your illness, you are their child..their flesh and blood..the source of their own being..and the fact that you could feel guilty for a second about telling your mother about the possibilty of cancer sickens me, she is your parent..she deserves to worry over her own flesh and blood. Never never ever feel guilty for telling the truth, for being open, for being who you are, it's not right for a parent to have that hold over you.
It will be ok edith, I promise you, no matter what the outcome, no matter what happens, you will always have me here for you, and if no one else is...I am..I am here..ok?..and you don't know yet, what this could be..so don't worry too much..but don't get too comfortable with the idea that it couldn't be what your doctor thinks, I am here for you if you need to talk, I'm up all hours of the night anymore..please call me if you need an ear.
and keep me updated on your life.
Your friend,
heather

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rainbow_person November 6 2005, 21:51:11 UTC
the thing is that i've had this for about a month to a month and a half. and it keeps on getting bad little bit by little bit, that is why she is so worried, as am i i'll know monday. hopefully

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peeppillowlove November 7 2005, 20:30:08 UTC
let me know how it goes doll, my cell is 717-418-5452
school is: 814-827-5554
and you know my screen name.
Let me know, I am here for you
heather

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