.:Mourning:.
Today was my mom's one year anniversary.. Dad, Dexter and I went to visit her and we each gave her a rose. Dad's was red, Dex's was pink-ish, and mine was white. I tried so hard not to cry but once I saw my dad start crying as he said a prayer for her, I just couldn't help myself.. I miss her sooo much. It's just not fair. I wish I could go back and change things so much. I want my mommy to hold me and say she loves me one more time.
Anyway, so yeah... I drove over to M.A.C. today to get exchange some stuff. And then Janet suggested a couple of different places I could apply to.. so maybe I'll actually find a job. I'm not going to JRP tonight cuz I'm just not feeling up to it.. Maybe once I'm back at school tomorrow I'll feel better. :/
