What if..?
What if..?
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What if the things that have been commented to that are true?
Could I be a- sexual?
Or is she right?
Will my time come?
Will I ever feel comfortable around someone's body, who isn't my soul mate?
What if things were different?
What if I was straight?
Would I be having this same struggle, or would it seem natural to me?
What if there won't be anybody again who wants to hold me that way?
What if...?
Would it...?
Would I...?
So many questions, yet no answers at all.
And though I doubt anybody will read this, it helped me so much to write it down.
I can just go to sleep now and it won't seem so bad anymore (=
So thanks to the person who thought of journals.. Thank you!