skipping

[rainbow_laugh]

god i'm rundown, tired and sick of everything... i hate how the friends i have developed, they slip away, each day by and by, bit by bit, one by one. i don't think they may be mad at all but just contain no feelings about me anymore.... the pictures we took, the laughs we had, and how cold i was walking on the street with us. the smell of you getting high...being high in public, me concerned for you. the thing that makes me sad the most is that i see all of you go out together, become close and it makes me feel like i'm outside of this facade glass building looking in like an intruder. security will come soon. i don't like the way i am with you. quiet and eager to please. i refuse to be that. but still am and it concerns me. anyways i skipped today because i need a break from this.

love youuuu
have a good day