When freinds change.
So one of my greatest friends who I turn to for anything and kicked me in the ass when I needed it is dead to me. This friend they way I knew him is no more. Yes we had a strange relationship but it was good and brought happiness to me and I think him as well. Now that is gone replaced by someone who doesn't even care anymore to wrapped up in a relationship that frankly I think is bad for him. Yes I know I loved him and that would make me partial to being jealous but I'm not. I am concerned that my friend is being controlled by a jealous girl and that why I've been cut off. The friend I use to know wouldn't let anyone change him,but changed he has.
Really I want to cry for days on end over this but not a tear will be shed no matter how hard I try to. Yes I no longer know this friend but I find comfort in the memories of my old friend who cared and said some of nicest things I've ever heard. I guess I do have one regret though and thats a tattoo that I have thats gonna remind me of him for all my days.
I admit some of this might not make sense as you read it but I admit I'm still kind of in shock over the whole thing. I mean the last time I hung out with him he was so sweet even won me a free game of mini golf when he didn't have to and the next thing I know I can't see or talk to him because it would interfere with his relationship with his girlfriend. The final straw was last night when I called him up when I called him to see if he was at the Rocky Horror Picture show last night. He said he was but that I shouldn't come down and see him,no explanation as to why or anything. That sealed it for me The friend I knew is dead and gone and some cold in caring person is in his place.
Really I want to cry for days on end over this but not a tear will be shed no matter how hard I try to. Yes I no longer know this friend but I find comfort in the memories of my old friend who cared and said some of nicest things I've ever heard. I guess I do have one regret though and thats a tattoo that I have thats gonna remind me of him for all my days.
I admit some of this might not make sense as you read it but I admit I'm still kind of in shock over the whole thing. I mean the last time I hung out with him he was so sweet even won me a free game of mini golf when he didn't have to and the next thing I know I can't see or talk to him because it would interfere with his relationship with his girlfriend. The final straw was last night when I called him up when I called him to see if he was at the Rocky Horror Picture show last night. He said he was but that I shouldn't come down and see him,no explanation as to why or anything. That sealed it for me The friend I knew is dead and gone and some cold in caring person is in his place.