a late happy Summer Solstice
Its not that I forgot about the Summer Solstice I just forgot to comment on it. Although really there isn't much to comment on since I failed to do anything special even though I told myself I would. I lit a candle,let it burn for a bit and blew it out. No big deal there. I was planning on sitting outside until all the sunlight was gone and maybe calling up someone to sit with me but I failed at that.
Tonight I have a thought of doing what I was going to do last night since today is the the first full day of Summer but somehow thats going to fall through as well. I guess I still have some inhibitions or whatever still left in me. Really I thought I was way more confident now,able to just not give a fuck and do whatever. I mean I freaking sing Karaoke and that takes confidence and a I don't give a fuck attitude. I have these things and am willing to do pretty much anything but I can't bring myself to just sit outside and enjoy the sun,whats with that?
Tonight I have a thought of doing what I was going to do last night since today is the the first full day of Summer but somehow thats going to fall through as well. I guess I still have some inhibitions or whatever still left in me. Really I thought I was way more confident now,able to just not give a fuck and do whatever. I mean I freaking sing Karaoke and that takes confidence and a I don't give a fuck attitude. I have these things and am willing to do pretty much anything but I can't bring myself to just sit outside and enjoy the sun,whats with that?