I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be...
Its funny. Life, ain't it? Gosh. Today I looked back and reflected on the past year of my life. All the changes. The people I've met, the places I've been, the things I've done. It's all going by so fast, I don't want to waste any more time than I already have. I've learned from my mistakes, and grown from my experiences. I feel that although it may not show, I'm getting wiser. Finally taking all this knowldege and putting it into perspective and using it. I've been waiting 19 years to do that.
I have to thank my mom a lot. Over the past year she's put up with all I've done. It's been hard on her and the family, but she's my backbone, and I couldn't live without her. She really shows the true me, and I learn a lot about myself from her.
Gosh what have I done over the past year? I managed to finish my first year of college, through all its ups and downs. I managed to earn some money. I've grown closer to some people, and yet fell apart with others. I've yelled, screamed, cried, laughed, giggled, and more. I've given my heart to a few, and had it broken by some. I've done good, and I've done things I'm not proud of. I've partied. I've gone to church. There's not much I haven't done.
I'm getting more and more excited to grow up. And more and more scared to leave college. I suppose I still have 2 1/2 years left. Next year's gonna fly even faster I know it. It's gonna be 2007 for pete's sake. Holy buckets. And I'm so excited to see what could, will, and might come.
I have to thank my mom a lot. Over the past year she's put up with all I've done. It's been hard on her and the family, but she's my backbone, and I couldn't live without her. She really shows the true me, and I learn a lot about myself from her.
Gosh what have I done over the past year? I managed to finish my first year of college, through all its ups and downs. I managed to earn some money. I've grown closer to some people, and yet fell apart with others. I've yelled, screamed, cried, laughed, giggled, and more. I've given my heart to a few, and had it broken by some. I've done good, and I've done things I'm not proud of. I've partied. I've gone to church. There's not much I haven't done.
I'm getting more and more excited to grow up. And more and more scared to leave college. I suppose I still have 2 1/2 years left. Next year's gonna fly even faster I know it. It's gonna be 2007 for pete's sake. Holy buckets. And I'm so excited to see what could, will, and might come.