Unbreakable Friendship? Or is it...?
to have someone around as a friend, someone to talk to, someone you trust knowing they'll be there when you need a listening ear is all i have done for most people in my life. not only that, but i've given you my shoulder for you to cry on when it's needed. if i'm not there for the shoulder to lean on, at least you have my voice knowing i'm there in spirit! though recently, now that tables have turned...i have no one to talk to when i go to you! you're either too busy to hear me out, or i talk to an answering machine. not once did it cross my mind that you two would just act like that with me. for one...one of you came to me out of the blue, not talking to each other in what seems like an eternity. with a simple "hello", you knew i would immediately take you in with arms wide open and help you with anything that i can help you with. you're almost half a day away from me, and i talk to you as if you were still living down the street. for a whole week straight, you came to me, asking me for advice, for comfort in life...and i gave it all to you. my full attention. i would try waking up in the early morning just to hear you out. and knowing that i wasn't fully awake, you'd give me time to wake up. and the second my eyes would be wide open, you'd receive my phone call. putting everything aside. secondly...the second person whom i found to confide in, you know you've always held a special place in my heart. i've even written blogs about you, expressing my feelings. you, for one my "friend", make me feel like you just took that blog and just took it as a joke. you say that it "hit the spot" and that it's the sweetest thing anyone's ever written to you...but you honestly DO NOT know how to express your feelings. on the other hand, you just like doing either the total opposite, or what YOU think seems right. but because of "being scared" you chose a different road in your path. a different someone...and i'm not holding any grudges. it's your life! your own decisions...! i'm no one to force you to be with whomever you don't want to be with.
lately, you two have finally found your comfort and after everything i've been through with the both of you...it's C'est la vi to Adrian! everything is back to normal now that you two have found someone to share your favorite, most special moments with. i know you two have been there for me when i had my problems when i was with johnny, maybe one more then the other. though, and i quote..."whatever you've done for johnny will come back tenfold. i guarantee it!" well, you MISTER...i've told you before that how you treat me, is how i will treat you! i'm not going to let anyone step all over me anymore and if you dislike how you're being mistreated. well honey, think twice because maybe that's how you're treating me lately. you both may say my attitude is and has been changing directly...but i honestly don't give a rats ass knowing that you're not taking one second thinking about how you've made me feel.
you both may not approve of johnny...and i'm going to be honest with the both of you. i don't approve of either of your "honeys" either. don't compare your situations with mine, because i have gone too far in such little time for you to just through me the negativities to "back yourself up!" nuhuh honey...either be a friend, or just walk away. or as i would say it..."You either love it, or leave it honey!" for once, i'm not at fault in my friendship with anyone of you. don't agree...well then don't! but it's the truth!
lately, you two have finally found your comfort and after everything i've been through with the both of you...it's C'est la vi to Adrian! everything is back to normal now that you two have found someone to share your favorite, most special moments with. i know you two have been there for me when i had my problems when i was with johnny, maybe one more then the other. though, and i quote..."whatever you've done for johnny will come back tenfold. i guarantee it!" well, you MISTER...i've told you before that how you treat me, is how i will treat you! i'm not going to let anyone step all over me anymore and if you dislike how you're being mistreated. well honey, think twice because maybe that's how you're treating me lately. you both may say my attitude is and has been changing directly...but i honestly don't give a rats ass knowing that you're not taking one second thinking about how you've made me feel.
you both may not approve of johnny...and i'm going to be honest with the both of you. i don't approve of either of your "honeys" either. don't compare your situations with mine, because i have gone too far in such little time for you to just through me the negativities to "back yourself up!" nuhuh honey...either be a friend, or just walk away. or as i would say it..."You either love it, or leave it honey!" for once, i'm not at fault in my friendship with anyone of you. don't agree...well then don't! but it's the truth!