Apr 15, 2007 19:39
I have been bed ridden for the last 4 days. only this morning i woke up feeling like, maybe i am finally well... but i was wrong... within 3 hours, my fever was way up there again.
The last few days were mostly the same till i have trouble remembering what happened in what sequence. i cannot remember telling people things on msn. and i practically did not sepak at all... when my parents asked me questions, i would either grunt my answer or nod or shake my head. but that usually brings on a whole wave of pain. so most of the time, i am asleep.
now... i am feeling ok and i managed to keep a whole dinner down. so i am keeping my fingers crossed that it is FINALLY broke. I really dont wanna be sick anymore.
on a seperate note, during dinner, my dad brought up about the golf tournement. I got me all angry... then i realised that the only reason i am still where i am is coz of my charges... no longer of the system. i have lost all faith in the management. I even told a few colleagues that my boss's approval means nothing to me anymore. even if she is smiling and praising me, she can just as easily turn a hundred and eighty degrees and say something totally opposite and say you till you are not worth anything. So two faced.
anyway.. i better rest.