rainy saturday

[rainbeetle]

here i am, sitting here and staring out the window at the falling rain...

what am i feeling?

lots...

anger is one of them...

pissed...

super pissed....

then...

my good friend was asleep all these while...

WAH LAU!

silly woman!

next would be confused...

really...

i really don't know why i seem to be in such a place...

sigh...

sighh...

sighhhh...

must be strong...

my birthday is coming...

oin 2 days time, i will be 29...

goodness...

almost the big 3 0...

sometimes, i really feel the strain of the entire 30 years on me...

it is tiring...

just wanna crawl under the blanket and hide...

and now with the rain...

even more dont wanna go out...

tell me what to do...