and the pain just goes on...

[rainbeetle]

I am so sad... i am in pain... and it is my to bear...

It is over... the chapter is closed... a very short chapter it was...

But... a beautiful chapter it was... it is filled with beautiful images and memories...

but why does the end of each chapter have to make me sad?

it is like finally finish reading a good book...

you smile, wipe away a tear, and move on.

it is so much easier... coz it was just a book...

no personal touch...

you read it when you could or wanted to...

now... i do not have a choice... i was forced to closed the chapter...

it is not like a new chapter is being written... but it is not written in a way i want it to go...

but hey... at least one character has returned...

but i am still sad...

and my heart bleeds...

when will this end?