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So I'll say it. I'm really just sad. And no one will know why. How come? Cause no body really gives a crap anyway. And that is life.
by the fucking way, my aim died. Lord knows why. He must want me to be anti-social. And I hate my phone.
I really, really wish I had a hug right now. I've almost lost it. I miss having a nice friend to see, talk, and confide in. All of you should be so incredibly lucky to have people so close and dear to you. I might as well live in space, it's bad.
I miss comfort. I miss joy.
So much for the last 2 years of a good childhood. I'll be lucky to get a hunk of metal to transport around the valley by the end of the fall. if that happens. otherwise.. I might as well say bye to the rest of my 1 1/2 years of childhood. *sniff* I'm so sick. I'm disappointed.
this journal doesn't bring any emotions anymore to me. so why should I continue.
for any of you who do care.. cya, maybe.
for the rest.. was nice knowing you, maybe.
♥
by the fucking way, my aim died. Lord knows why. He must want me to be anti-social. And I hate my phone.
I really, really wish I had a hug right now. I've almost lost it. I miss having a nice friend to see, talk, and confide in. All of you should be so incredibly lucky to have people so close and dear to you. I might as well live in space, it's bad.
I miss comfort. I miss joy.
So much for the last 2 years of a good childhood. I'll be lucky to get a hunk of metal to transport around the valley by the end of the fall. if that happens. otherwise.. I might as well say bye to the rest of my 1 1/2 years of childhood. *sniff* I'm so sick. I'm disappointed.
this journal doesn't bring any emotions anymore to me. so why should I continue.
for any of you who do care.. cya, maybe.
for the rest.. was nice knowing you, maybe.
♥