ditched
yesterday and today have kinda been shitty.. it seems that certain people have completely and conviently forgotten that i exsist.
yesterday i came home after work ready to go to beth's with "the crew" and oh wait what sascha went to green lake with some boy and didn't call shannon oh wait blake ended up not having band practice therefore he's not next door and didn't even call me to fill me in. ditched. well fuck.
today oh sorry shannon you can't go to home coming but i am.. oh and i'm going to stick you with cleaning my room and i'm not going to even help you carry boxes in from your car nore am i going to help you haul your bed up the stairs. oh hey shannon sorry i didn't call you and tell you i'll be working all day.. it's not like you care or anything. ditched. well fuck.
am i being selfish? the fact that the two most important people to me can't even fucking call me or help me. fuck.
yesterday i came home after work ready to go to beth's with "the crew" and oh wait what sascha went to green lake with some boy and didn't call shannon oh wait blake ended up not having band practice therefore he's not next door and didn't even call me to fill me in. ditched. well fuck.
today oh sorry shannon you can't go to home coming but i am.. oh and i'm going to stick you with cleaning my room and i'm not going to even help you carry boxes in from your car nore am i going to help you haul your bed up the stairs. oh hey shannon sorry i didn't call you and tell you i'll be working all day.. it's not like you care or anything. ditched. well fuck.
am i being selfish? the fact that the two most important people to me can't even fucking call me or help me. fuck.