SatisfiedMind
WEll i am going to try to make this a quick as i can. I am just so tired right now. I am just sitting here. I have homework to be doing and i also have to study for a test and i have wasted most of the day on the internet. Not to mention that i didnt got to school. To tell truth i dont really care. I dont care about anything anymore. I think that i have hit that dead end in my life. I mean i still make sure that the daliy activities in my life still go on and that i keep on with everything else. I dont want to die or anything, i just want to rest. I do want to be happy but i find it harder and harder everyday that passes now. I thought that i wanted to be with someone and i do want to be with someone. Its just hard to find that person because the people that i have dated act like they are five or they play mind games. I like to dat people that older then myself but that doesnt work because i guess i atract the people who dont even act there age or even my own. WEll i got to get ready for work which is in an hour. Time to act like i am okay. Seeking help in really hard, but i am trying. So i guess i will write more in awhile. For the people who read this dont worry about me, just give me a suggestion. I am living and i am not sick so i am thankfull for that none the less. I am hopeing that this slump only last for a few days. I have my ups and downs my highs and my lows. SO maybe within a few days that will change. Well i am hoping for some replys. Thanks for taking the time to read this and hope i didnt make you sick with my self-pity!