Tired and Spiritless
Well, its a Saturday night and I am in my room, earlier in the day I was sad that I was at home and not with my friends. Then I realized that its OK, I should be at home because it will give me some time to reflect and it will give me some space away from the real world. Well, where do I start. Anthony I am sorry if I hurt you in any way I know that I haven't been the greatest friend to you and I am sorry that you got caught up in my mess of a life, I didn't mean to hurt you with my self-destruction. I am careless I am trying to stop it I just hope I don't lose you in my path to self raciness. Well, Celina I am sorry that I cant make myself be happy that you are with Xavier its just I have never a had good feelings about him ever, but you need to do what makes you happy. Danielle well I hope that everything works out with this one. Lauren I wish you the best of luck with this new Journey in life that you are embarking on. Last but not least Cristina, I don't know if I have ever been able to express myself to you in the right frame of mind so here goes... Your friendship means more then the world to me, your love and compassion is something I that I will keep with me for the rest of my life. I know that we look to you for guidance in are paths to self-discovery and it may seem like a rope tided to your feet and a brick attached to that rope pulling you down, but its nothing like that we seek your guidance because you are a sage and you help kindle something in all that you give to. You light a flame of hope in all of us not only with your words but with your presences and love and kind soul. Cris is OK to let your armor down and let light hit the fragile parts of your soul, meaning that you can let your guard down and tell us what you might be feeling so we can be a shoulder to lean on as well. I will never forget you in my life time, if we ever lose contact, because you have taught me so much in my short time of being part of your life, I hope that we continue are friendship for a whole era more and on. You guys i plan to be more observant so i can be more aware of what is going on around me and