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ok, first off, i am UPSET that LJ is advertising XBOX.
sad face.
secondly, i was just talking to S about her heartbreak and it reminded me how blessed i am to be in love. beneath everything, i am constantly aware of the fact that this love may not always be something that i can cherish... so i work twice as hard. i check my feelings and my reactions. i communicate openly and honestly.
in the end, who knows where love takes us or whether or not she will be holding my hand or watching me from afar?
but there is now; there is this powerful, beautiful healthy intimacy i share with a woman in this moment.
and i'd like for her to be there to hold my hand, but i also know that fate has its own way of surprising us when we least expect it.
but fuck... i am grateful and i will continue to love and cherish what we have with all of my faith and strength.
in peace
r.
sad face.
secondly, i was just talking to S about her heartbreak and it reminded me how blessed i am to be in love. beneath everything, i am constantly aware of the fact that this love may not always be something that i can cherish... so i work twice as hard. i check my feelings and my reactions. i communicate openly and honestly.
in the end, who knows where love takes us or whether or not she will be holding my hand or watching me from afar?
but there is now; there is this powerful, beautiful healthy intimacy i share with a woman in this moment.
and i'd like for her to be there to hold my hand, but i also know that fate has its own way of surprising us when we least expect it.
but fuck... i am grateful and i will continue to love and cherish what we have with all of my faith and strength.
in peace
r.