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I'm coming home tomorrow.
I always get a little nervous about these things because life in Pcola keeps on changing without me, and I never know just how its going to all pan out. However, still excited. Very very excited. I really wish I could steal one of those darn pensacola peeps and take them back to Otown with me, I would be much happier here.
Also, i've been sick and stuck in studying for the past three days. Oh the things I do to make sure I have no hw over the weekend.
I better not still have a cold tomorrow.
I hate how everything is turning out. I'm pretty sure I was supposed to feel different about how my life has been going... and I just can't place my finger on what is wrong.
Max is driving me crazy. I love him as a friend, but i already cant stand living with him.
And, I like his girlfriend better than him i think, lol. Why can't amanda live w/ us instead? lol
I need new friends here. Oh, and a man. Someone should give me one of those for christmas. Perferebly cute with great taste in music, and has just the right mix of sweet and spunk.
Most of all, I need something to make me feel alive again. I need something more than drinking and drugs to make me look forward to hanging out and/or going out.
I want a peice of that true fun I had once, that fun we created cuz we were bored and didnt have a friend who was 21 yet. Why is it that when you grow up, your imagination for fun dies?
I always get a little nervous about these things because life in Pcola keeps on changing without me, and I never know just how its going to all pan out. However, still excited. Very very excited. I really wish I could steal one of those darn pensacola peeps and take them back to Otown with me, I would be much happier here.
Also, i've been sick and stuck in studying for the past three days. Oh the things I do to make sure I have no hw over the weekend.
I better not still have a cold tomorrow.
I hate how everything is turning out. I'm pretty sure I was supposed to feel different about how my life has been going... and I just can't place my finger on what is wrong.
Max is driving me crazy. I love him as a friend, but i already cant stand living with him.
And, I like his girlfriend better than him i think, lol. Why can't amanda live w/ us instead? lol
I need new friends here. Oh, and a man. Someone should give me one of those for christmas. Perferebly cute with great taste in music, and has just the right mix of sweet and spunk.
Most of all, I need something to make me feel alive again. I need something more than drinking and drugs to make me look forward to hanging out and/or going out.
I want a peice of that true fun I had once, that fun we created cuz we were bored and didnt have a friend who was 21 yet. Why is it that when you grow up, your imagination for fun dies?