when college-ruled paper isn't around

[rain_queen]

I think it's strange that I was so desprate for paper to write poetry on today, that I wrote around a receipt from Sam Goody. I worked 8 hours today, and in the last minutes of my shift I got a point. Yay! I made someone get a Mervyn's card... hee hee.

There's the poem I wrote today (some of which is on the Sam Goody receipt) :)

If I smile at the memory
Can I say I regret it?
If I wished for more time
Can I still be glad it didn't come true?
If I prayed for it to happen
Can I still be happy that it didn't?

I will always remember you
My first love
I will always be happy for the time we had
But I know I must move on
But that doesn't make it hurt any less
And I know that a part of me will always love you
My first love

I still have those days
When all I can think about is you
When all I can breathe is your name
But know that I am always like this
And know that I will go on

But it's so hard sometimes
And sometimes I let myself dream of could have been
And know that when I do I grin
Thoes were happy times for me
When I loved you, my first love

I know that it's kind of cheesy. I guess that's the point. I was in a very cheesy mood today. I don't know why, though.