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Today's cartoon is about ghost hunting. http://art-fumes.livejournal.com/100488.html I had to draw this on two sheets of card stock to fully tell the joke. Typical of the paranormal shows, the guy who claims to be a bad-ass is the first one out.
Not doing anything. I do have tonight off work, thank God. I'm getting burn out again. I did get my performance appraisal and I did get a raise. Not a whole lot, I'm guessing, but anything is great, really.
I'm fighting the depression again. I think it's my birthday trigger that's screwing with me. I mean, I don't have my mom anymore and so the day isn't special anymore. My friend Barb says that since I don't have mom anymore my friends should help make it special. I think that's depending on others too much and when I do that, I wind up hurt. She's taking me out for dinner on the 7th. Also, being 40 and not meeting "society's standards of conduct" (meaning - living at home, unmarried, no kids, etc.) are downers. Add to that, I have many friends who are pregnant. I had wanted kids at one time. One woman is having twins; another is my age and due. WTF. I can't even have a cat yet these people are having kids. Two of whom were "never supposed to be able to have kids" due to PCOS or other afflictions. One of them being the woman expecting twins. Yeah, I'm not making baby blankets. Sorry. I'd put too much negativity in them.
Thank God for good music. I'd be a friggin' Einstein level genius if my brain wasn't around 95% song lyrics.
Not doing anything. I do have tonight off work, thank God. I'm getting burn out again. I did get my performance appraisal and I did get a raise. Not a whole lot, I'm guessing, but anything is great, really.
I'm fighting the depression again. I think it's my birthday trigger that's screwing with me. I mean, I don't have my mom anymore and so the day isn't special anymore. My friend Barb says that since I don't have mom anymore my friends should help make it special. I think that's depending on others too much and when I do that, I wind up hurt. She's taking me out for dinner on the 7th. Also, being 40 and not meeting "society's standards of conduct" (meaning - living at home, unmarried, no kids, etc.) are downers. Add to that, I have many friends who are pregnant. I had wanted kids at one time. One woman is having twins; another is my age and due. WTF. I can't even have a cat yet these people are having kids. Two of whom were "never supposed to be able to have kids" due to PCOS or other afflictions. One of them being the woman expecting twins. Yeah, I'm not making baby blankets. Sorry. I'd put too much negativity in them.
Thank God for good music. I'd be a friggin' Einstein level genius if my brain wasn't around 95% song lyrics.