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I find a way to screw up everything.
For example, today I find out that my parents were getting me a brand new red toyota corolla. One of my favorite cars ever. Unfortunantly, I have to go and be a bitch about it because I expected to get my dad's old mercedes. Result? No car. And it's totally my fault. I'm lucky that my parents would even consider getting me a car, and instead of accepting whatever they give me, I ruin it. I can seriously be the most ungrateful person that I know. And I didn't even deserve a car in the first place.
Conclusion? I really hate myself sometimes.
For example, today I find out that my parents were getting me a brand new red toyota corolla. One of my favorite cars ever. Unfortunantly, I have to go and be a bitch about it because I expected to get my dad's old mercedes. Result? No car. And it's totally my fault. I'm lucky that my parents would even consider getting me a car, and instead of accepting whatever they give me, I ruin it. I can seriously be the most ungrateful person that I know. And I didn't even deserve a car in the first place.
Conclusion? I really hate myself sometimes.