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okay so maybe I am overreacting about it all. Me and Cole used to be pretty close, but after the whole dating thing...I'm not quite sure why, but we aren't really friends anymore. I admit that I am a little jealous of his new girlfriend. I don't know why though. It's not that I like Cole, but I guess I liked knowing he was there to fall back on? Am I even making sense?
TAKS testing is the stupidest thing to ever be created. The guy who came up with the idea should be shot. I don't care how I compared to kids in Texas. From what I've seen most of them aren't the brightest crayons in the box anyways. I spent like 2 hours writing my essay about "choices". Unlike most of the people I know, my story was true. I wrote about when I broke my ankle 3 days before a competition, and instead of choosing to let my team down, I chose to suck it up and compete on the ankle. So I admit that I slightly tweaked the story, but it's not like anyone cares.
I'm changing...alot. I seem to kind of try to be too much of who people want me to be. Not that I conform to people, just that, I'm scared to stand up for somethings. Moving around so much, I'm scared that I won't really find my place. Kingwood isn't the easiest place to fit into though. Maybe it isn't really for the best...but I'm not that bad.
I don't see why people have to be so into their money. That's my newest pet peeve. I don't care how much your daddy paid for your car, or how much that shirt cost. Actually, the only person who cares is you. gah
And if anyone hasn't notice, being homesick SUCKS. I can't just leave behind Homewood. It'd be like disowning my roots. But it hurts so bad to be so far away. I miss my friends, and ACE. Sure, Texas Cheer is the ACE of Texas...but I'm nothing without my ACE family.
I have a history test tomorrow and since I've been absent I just got all t he notes like...20 minutes ago. Is that even legal? I know it's not fair.
I miss Homewood.
I miss:
making fun of Meredith's shirt
movie nights with Bit and Caroline at the Rave
Spotlight
Parties at my house
walks home to school
trick-or-treating and covering the whole town
the part
exploring the creek
ACE
Brendon and our fights
hearing people complain about mine and Brendon's fights
Football Games
Being state football champs pretty much every year...here we celebrate if we actually score.
working hard at ACE...
...and showing up at the gym like an hour early every time
Getting ready in the mornings and Nick sleeping on my bed
Snowball Fights
Watching the skaters at the new skatepark
...Everything...
Sorry this was so long.
i love you all, and I'll be home soon.
♥♥♥
TAKS testing is the stupidest thing to ever be created. The guy who came up with the idea should be shot. I don't care how I compared to kids in Texas. From what I've seen most of them aren't the brightest crayons in the box anyways. I spent like 2 hours writing my essay about "choices". Unlike most of the people I know, my story was true. I wrote about when I broke my ankle 3 days before a competition, and instead of choosing to let my team down, I chose to suck it up and compete on the ankle. So I admit that I slightly tweaked the story, but it's not like anyone cares.
I'm changing...alot. I seem to kind of try to be too much of who people want me to be. Not that I conform to people, just that, I'm scared to stand up for somethings. Moving around so much, I'm scared that I won't really find my place. Kingwood isn't the easiest place to fit into though. Maybe it isn't really for the best...but I'm not that bad.
I don't see why people have to be so into their money. That's my newest pet peeve. I don't care how much your daddy paid for your car, or how much that shirt cost. Actually, the only person who cares is you. gah
And if anyone hasn't notice, being homesick SUCKS. I can't just leave behind Homewood. It'd be like disowning my roots. But it hurts so bad to be so far away. I miss my friends, and ACE. Sure, Texas Cheer is the ACE of Texas...but I'm nothing without my ACE family.
I have a history test tomorrow and since I've been absent I just got all t he notes like...20 minutes ago. Is that even legal? I know it's not fair.
I miss Homewood.
I miss:
making fun of Meredith's shirt
movie nights with Bit and Caroline at the Rave
Spotlight
Parties at my house
walks home to school
trick-or-treating and covering the whole town
the part
exploring the creek
ACE
Brendon and our fights
hearing people complain about mine and Brendon's fights
Football Games
Being state football champs pretty much every year...here we celebrate if we actually score.
working hard at ACE...
...and showing up at the gym like an hour early every time
Getting ready in the mornings and Nick sleeping on my bed
Snowball Fights
Watching the skaters at the new skatepark
...Everything...
Sorry this was so long.
i love you all, and I'll be home soon.
♥♥♥