Jan 20, 2006 22:50
So I'm not coming back.
You know, I've decided that life is way to complicated. Friends come and go, that's obvious, but I didn't think he would ever leave me. I do take complete and total blame for it. I know I'm a screw up. But I feel like something is missing now that he's gone. I really did love him. As my best friend, and as more. It's a what-do-I-do-now moment. And I'm stuck.
I just want my best friend back.
I need you the most right now.
I have no clue what God has up his sleeve this time.
In better news:
-I've renewed two friendships
-I'm doing better on relying on God
-I'm more involved in my church
-And I'm happy.
But I miss Homewood!!!
-Someone today actually knew where Homewood was. My friend is from Birmingham...Trussville..and she was saying what a cute town it is. Score one for Homewood!