my time here is awasting
I've only got 2 months visa.
and i'm stuck here. doing absofuckinglutely nothing.I expected more from my trip back. I guess i expect too much.
I just want to get back to my old job. At least back in the city, i was going somewhere in life. I'm not bored out of my fucking mind. I'm not stuck in the fucking countryside with old people. Their lack of activity is infecting me. I'm becoming lethargic and unenergetic simply because nobody here does anything.
We have a big farm land, and if they're not working on that, it's either napping or watching tellie. Nobody goes out, unless its for groceries or necessaties and that's only two times a week.
I tolerated it for the first week. I wanted to use my time to have a mini retreat.
I miss the sound of cars, motorcycles. I miss pollution. Tall buildings, noise of crowds. The hustle and overall busyness of a city.
If i don't do somethin soon. i will go berserk. i'm feeling so restless and agitated.
and i'm stuck here. doing absofuckinglutely nothing.I expected more from my trip back. I guess i expect too much.
I just want to get back to my old job. At least back in the city, i was going somewhere in life. I'm not bored out of my fucking mind. I'm not stuck in the fucking countryside with old people. Their lack of activity is infecting me. I'm becoming lethargic and unenergetic simply because nobody here does anything.
We have a big farm land, and if they're not working on that, it's either napping or watching tellie. Nobody goes out, unless its for groceries or necessaties and that's only two times a week.
I tolerated it for the first week. I wanted to use my time to have a mini retreat.
I miss the sound of cars, motorcycles. I miss pollution. Tall buildings, noise of crowds. The hustle and overall busyness of a city.
If i don't do somethin soon. i will go berserk. i'm feeling so restless and agitated.