psychopathy
i'm quite certain that I am not normal.
me on PMS = disaster for all
even when im NOT on PMS, i can get rather testy about things.
I think its cuz im so tiny... all that anger just can't be stuffed into this small 4'11" vessel, so it just rockets out most of the time... like compressed air in balloons.
the one upside to being short-tempered is that, it goes away quick. I can never stay angry for too long. It does come with a price however.... I tend to want to break things when i'm having my "bursts". It's always satisfying to break/smash/slam/hit something.... & the moment i act upon impulse & break/smash/slam/hit that something, all the anger and irritation just disappears.I feel really good for a daym second .. and then is immediately replaced by an "oh crap" and a rush feeling of guilt & redemption. overall though, the experience is quite liberating. :]
You're probably thinking i'm an absolute psychopath. I don't blame ya...
*sigh* my poor BF. He's the one who takes the blow most [ meaning 99.99%] of the time. One of the reasons why i love him so much is cuz he's a tough cookie. He'd be the one who listens to my bitching and moaning. The one who waits patiently for his gf to get over her melodramaticness, and then tries to make her feel better. I have to say any guy who can put up with you throughout your "week", is a boy worth keeping. & i know mine's a keeper for sure. :3
urrrrrrh..
oh yea.. I'm also extremely lazy. Just couldn't be stuffed to write in LJ. Possibly cuz nothing much's happened. Even if things DO happen.. it's not worth nothing down. and even if it IS.... i'm just... tooo.....lazy x_x
willl probably post a good amount later after christmas.