feelings

[rain_lemondrops]

i know i'm being stupid

i know i'm being immature

i know i'm being thoughtless

we do such stupid things sometimes.

i dont feel good.. about being myself, about who i am, about what i do.

i guess i'm normal.... if my irrational behaviors and stupid emotions dont get in the way.

i feel so lonely. i don't want to exist. i don't wnat to be me. :\

i just... don't