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lately ive been feeling pretty hopeless... and lonely as ballz and the cold weather increases it by like a billion... but i also laugh at people who get seasonal depression because they get to know what its like for me year round.... everything seems kind of empty and pointless to do.... i mean i have no real reason to do anything... i mean sure it meets some short term need.... who cares ... i mean seriously... who cares about anything....