LOL i <3 mad tv
so I was watching mad tv just a little while ago... luv that show! its just hilarious. really. I mean, especially the fat guy. Hahaha and the one who plays Stewart. I luv them!
Well I havn't been updating a lot lately because I've been very busy. I went to a party yesterday night, for example. It wasn't very good. ooh. got kinda drunk though. tee hee. well, thats unimportant.
well I have a big story to tell:
My friend Anna lives across town and the best way to get there is to take the bus. Well I was waiting at the stop once and this really hot guy was there. Damn he was sexy. i hate myself for not talking to him, because he noticed me, i'm sure of that.
But i know why i didn't in the first place.
it just wouldn't feel right to be in a relationship right now. after everything thats happened to me in the past few months, I feel so much like that's not what?s ment for me. maybe one day I'll feel diferent, but right now thats just how it is.
I miss playing ffx on Jeff's PS2. Oh I miss him. ok in my other entry i lied, i do miss him. a lot.
Speaking of missing him I went to the park yesterday and saw Jeff and Elissa kiss.
...
oh god...
that image has been PERMANENTLY imprinted in my mind. I can't stop thinking about it. and they were so effen passionate about it. i remember when we were like that.
his touch. the smell of his cologne. the warm feeling in my heart as we embraced.
all of it...
gone.
It's not fair. What does Elissa have that I don't?
Well I havn't been updating a lot lately because I've been very busy. I went to a party yesterday night, for example. It wasn't very good. ooh. got kinda drunk though. tee hee. well, thats unimportant.
well I have a big story to tell:
My friend Anna lives across town and the best way to get there is to take the bus. Well I was waiting at the stop once and this really hot guy was there. Damn he was sexy. i hate myself for not talking to him, because he noticed me, i'm sure of that.
But i know why i didn't in the first place.
it just wouldn't feel right to be in a relationship right now. after everything thats happened to me in the past few months, I feel so much like that's not what?s ment for me. maybe one day I'll feel diferent, but right now thats just how it is.
I miss playing ffx on Jeff's PS2. Oh I miss him. ok in my other entry i lied, i do miss him. a lot.
Speaking of missing him I went to the park yesterday and saw Jeff and Elissa kiss.
...
oh god...
that image has been PERMANENTLY imprinted in my mind. I can't stop thinking about it. and they were so effen passionate about it. i remember when we were like that.
his touch. the smell of his cologne. the warm feeling in my heart as we embraced.
all of it...
gone.
It's not fair. What does Elissa have that I don't?