Tee Hee
Well, no school today again for parent-teacher-conferences for the little kids. But they gave us the whole day off today instead of just half the day. Yay!
I was talking to Jeff on the phone today. (Jeff is NOT the one who tried to rape me, that's Jayce :P) It's been a long time since I've talked to Jeff. Ever since he left me for Elissa we havn't spoken much. But he's still my video-gaming buddy. I get the impression, however, that Elissa doesn't like us to hang out.
Speaking of Jeff, I had a weird dream this morning when I was napping. It made me wake up thinking: OMFG STUPID SUBCONCIOUS LEAVE ME ALLLOOOOONNNNNEEEE!!!!
I dremt a very realistic feeling dream, where Jeff and I were hanging out at his house playing Mario Kart like we used too. I won the Gold cup and he the Silver, and then when the credits came on he pulled me into his arms the way he used to and told me he was through with Elissa and he wanted to come back to me. God, even for just a dream his touch was amazingly familiar. I'd missed it. I was so happy for an instant.
Then I woke up.
When I relized none of that was real I almost started to cry. because I'M OVER HIM. Why, subconcious, WHY?? You used to be my buddy...
I've had a lot of ex-boyfriend craziness going on lately. Him and then that rat bastard Jayce. He IMmed me yesterday, and pissed me off so much. I hate him.
I wish this would stop. No more boyfriend crap. I do miss Jeff and I want him back. But I'm so sad to admit I have a strong feeling that that will never happen. I also want Jayce to get hit by a cement truck, but hey, I doubt that's going to happen either.
Last night's babysitting job went better than I thought it would. After going to see New York Minute (lol) with Sara last night she came with me and we babysat the two kids down the street. *sigh*. They're both two years old and so cute <3 ! The were better-behaved than they usually are, for some reason. I had them watch Spy Kids until they were both asleep and I put them to bed, which was nice because doing that gave Sara and I some good time to talk. About all this junk going on.
I suppose it's comforting to know that other people have problems too.
Time to make some coffee, watch some re-runs of Degrassi (tee hee) and try to RELAX.
~Jessy
I was talking to Jeff on the phone today. (Jeff is NOT the one who tried to rape me, that's Jayce :P) It's been a long time since I've talked to Jeff. Ever since he left me for Elissa we havn't spoken much. But he's still my video-gaming buddy. I get the impression, however, that Elissa doesn't like us to hang out.
Speaking of Jeff, I had a weird dream this morning when I was napping. It made me wake up thinking: OMFG STUPID SUBCONCIOUS LEAVE ME ALLLOOOOONNNNNEEEE!!!!
I dremt a very realistic feeling dream, where Jeff and I were hanging out at his house playing Mario Kart like we used too. I won the Gold cup and he the Silver, and then when the credits came on he pulled me into his arms the way he used to and told me he was through with Elissa and he wanted to come back to me. God, even for just a dream his touch was amazingly familiar. I'd missed it. I was so happy for an instant.
Then I woke up.
When I relized none of that was real I almost started to cry. because I'M OVER HIM. Why, subconcious, WHY?? You used to be my buddy...
I've had a lot of ex-boyfriend craziness going on lately. Him and then that rat bastard Jayce. He IMmed me yesterday, and pissed me off so much. I hate him.
I wish this would stop. No more boyfriend crap. I do miss Jeff and I want him back. But I'm so sad to admit I have a strong feeling that that will never happen. I also want Jayce to get hit by a cement truck, but hey, I doubt that's going to happen either.
Last night's babysitting job went better than I thought it would. After going to see New York Minute (lol) with Sara last night she came with me and we babysat the two kids down the street. *sigh*. They're both two years old and so cute <3 ! The were better-behaved than they usually are, for some reason. I had them watch Spy Kids until they were both asleep and I put them to bed, which was nice because doing that gave Sara and I some good time to talk. About all this junk going on.
I suppose it's comforting to know that other people have problems too.
Time to make some coffee, watch some re-runs of Degrassi (tee hee) and try to RELAX.
~Jessy