Aeroplanes

Sep 22, 2010 22:07

Happy Birthday hyukjaelovee ♥ ! I am so sorry this is so late but this one's for you (;

Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world.  To me there’s only you, there’s no one like you.


♥♥♥♥♥

Hyukjae looks out the window-more out of habit than anything else-and watches as the clouds drift by leisurely.  Although he knows they must be moving a couple hundred kilometres an hour, he can’t help but think that they are moving awfully slow seeing as the view never changes.  Feeling bored Hyukjae stares out the small window a second longer before pulling the cover shut.  The small ray of light disappears immediately, and the plane is once again, covered by a light darkness.

Pulling out his most beloved iPhone, Hyukjae goes against watching a movie and opts to listen to some comforting Korean music instead.  He hates that he can barely understand anything around him.  He hates not knowing what people are saying around him.  Clearing his thoughts, Hyukjae leans his head back and closes his eyes in an effort to fall asleep.

Hyukjae barely has enough time to drift off to sleep before he hears a muffled thud! next to him.  Opening one eye, he is surprised to see someone quite unexpected in the previously occupied seat.  The sight that greets him is no longer the smiling face of Teukie hyung, but somebody completely different.

Donghae smiles cheekily at Hyukjae’s slightly annoyed, slightly surprised face.  He pokes at his friend’s face before leaning towards Hyukjae and stealing one of his earphones.  By now, Hyukjae has accepted that he will not be getting rid of his friend and complies when Donghae asks for his iPhone.

In a way, Hyukjae feels irritated that Donghae has come to disrupt his once quiet, alone time.  However, at the same time, Hyukjae is grateful that his best friend has come to distract him from the loneliness he was feeling.  It’s almost as though Donghae just knew.  Hyukjae allows a smile to play at his lips as he watches Donghae pick out a song.

As their new song, No Other, comes on, the two share a smile.  The happy song rids them of depressing thoughts like the tide that cleanses the beach of previous footprints.  Donghae carefully hands the precious iPhone back to Hyukjae and for a second, Hyukjae wonders how Donghae has yet to break his phone.  He disregards the fact that Donghae is extra careful with electronics ever since the accident dubbed the “China Incident” and decides that his phone must be a magic one indeed.

“I like this song a lot,” Donghae whispers softly to avoid waking the others around them.  Hyukjae is almost surprised that he can hear him but then again, Hyukjae has always, always been able to pick out Donghae’s voice anywhere.  It was just a skill he had acquired through the years of their friendship.  Donghae preferred to whisper his secrets and his fears and Hyukjae had learned to listen to them no matter how quiet they were.

“It makes me feel all happy and tingly on the inside you know?” Donghae continues with a look of serenity on his face.  “Have you watched any of our performances?  Everyone looks so happy…” he sighs dreamily as he finishes and Hyukjae can’t help but agree with his best friend.  Donghae doesn’t wait for an answer before he goes off into his own world, rambling about anything that comes to mind.  Hyukjae listens, like he always does, and takes every word to heart-even if it’s something about the newest toy on the market-because he believes that if it means something to Donghae, then it means something to him as well.

Before long, even Donghae grows tired of talking and he falls into a light sleep, half-slouched onto Hyukjae with his feet curled up underneath him.  Hyukjae is slightly annoyed that Donghae fell asleep so easily, especially when he was the one who came to visit Hyukjae.  However, he can’t help but think that Donghae looks absolutely adorable while unconscious.

As subtly as he can, Hyukjae uses his iPhone to take a picture of Donghae.  A tiny click! is heard and Hyukjae checks quickly to see if the noise rouses Donghae.  Silently reprimanding himself, Hyukjae puts his phone on silent before taking another picture-this time with him in it as well.  Looking at the picture, Hyukjae can’t help but love the expression of pure innocence on Donghae’s face while his is alive with mischief.  Grinning, he puts this picture as his background.  I’ll show it to Donghae later, he thinks while his eyes twinkle in delight.

Even though Hyukjae is absolutely exhausted from his busy schedule, he can’t seem to fall asleep.  His mind is too focused on a certain someone to rest.  Hyukjae thinks about his smile, his laughter, his voice… everything.  He thinks about the first day they met, about the awkward boy with a dream in his eyes.  He thinks about the time when Donghae broke his favourite CD and how he did everything he could to make it up to him.  He thinks about the tears he shed when their last album came out-without the voice of three of their precious brothers.  Hyukjae sits there, in the dark, with his favourite person next to him, his mind consumed by thoughts of rejection, shame… but most of all, love.

Hyukjae is in love with his best friend.

Not that he would tell him.  He believes that it’s just simpler to keep things the way they are.  Hyukjae would never want to damage their friendship so he keeps his feelings to himself.  Even though he knows that no girl will ever love Donghae as much as he does, Hyukjae doesn’t dare tell anyone else.  A love between two men would have to be strong-stronger than any other love.  And Hyukjae thinks they could do it… if Donghae ever felt the same.

So Hyukjae goes on with life, never getting his hopes up, never looking into things more than necessary.  He gets through each day like this… but at night, or whenever he has a second to himself, he daydreams.  He allows his mind to wander and think of all the “what ifs”.  He allows himself to be happy for just a few minutes… before he comes back to reality and remembers what he could only hope to be.

Somewhere along that line of thought, Hyukjae drifts into a deep sleep, where he can dream about his beautiful life with Donghae for a few hours before he must awaken into reality.  Hours pass and as light begins to penetrate the windows, Hyukjae’s eyes lazily blink open.  He yawns and is about to stretch his sore arms when he realizes that there is somebody asleep in his lap and trapping one of his arms against the seat.

A smile spreads across Hyukjae’s face when he realizes who it is.  Donghae is curled up in his lap and although Hyukjae has no idea how he got there, he doesn’t mind one bit.  He reaches for his iPhone to take yet another picture of a sleeping Donghae when he notices the object in Donghae’s hands.  Gently, he pries his precious phone out of the other’s hands and is surprised at what he sees.  With his eyes wide, he reads the note Donghae had left for him.

My dearest Hyukjae~

You must think I am SO sneaky!  I mean, taking your phone out of your hands while you’re sleeping… EASIEST THING OF MY LIFE!  HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

…Anyways!  I just wanted to tell you one thing… and I know you think I must be the most annoying-est person alive because I always disturb you while we’re on planes (YES!  THAT’S RIGHT, I SEE THOSE GLARES) but I can’t help it.  I don’t always get to spend time with you and even though I know it’s selfish, I want to be with you.  Even if it’s just for a couple of hours on a plane while we’re both unconscious.  I even had to bribe Teukie hyung to let me switch seats with him!  He thought we would create chaos together… but we proved him wrong right?

And you’re going to think I’m a coward for doing this through a note on your phone… but I don’t have the guts to do it in person in case you don’t feel the same way.  And this way, if you don’t feel the same way, we can just pretend that you never read this or something.  Well.  Here it goes.

I, Lee Donghae, love you, Lee Hyukjae with all my heart.

And not that brotherly kind of love if that’s what you’re thinking.  I want to spend the rest of my life with you.  I want to grow old with you.  I want everything you have to offer.  I just want you.

So feel free to ignore this if it creeps you out or something!  But if you DO feel the same way… wake me up with a kiss okay?  I don’t care who sees.

Forever yours,

Donghae

P.S I love your background picture ♥

Tears of happiness threaten to fall as Hyukjae repeats the words over and over again in his head.  They drip slowly down his cheeks and fall onto Donghae’s peaceful face.  The sudden wetness rouses Donghae from his sleep and he looks up to see Hyukjae with an enormous smile on his face.  Donghae grins at the sight.

“I told you to wake me with a kiss didn’t I?” Donghae whispers teasingly, his voice hoarse from just waking up.  “Well… I’m still waiting.”  At this Donghae winks cheekily at Hyukjae.

Without wasting another second, Hyukjae leans forward and captures Donghae’s lips in a sweet, sweet kiss that lasts a lifetime.

♥♥♥♥♥

Hey guys ! It's been a looooooooooooooooong time since I was last here >< I'm so sorry about that.  I'm trying to get back into writing but it might take awhile ); I won't be updating very often.  But I promise to keep writing and finish up my other stories ! Please bear with me.

I think I kinda lost my touch in writing D; I think this could be better... but I wanted to finish this for hyukjaelovee and I hope you like it dear ♥

donghae, haehyuk, hyukjae, hyukhae, super junior

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