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standing here on the corner of main,
thinking of you,
your grin,
your eyes,
and the way they light up in amusment.
nautious because i know i love you,
i see your affection burning in your eyes as he holds me,
and i condemn you!
for waiting so long to find that love for me,
because im in his arms unwillingly as your mind caress's my heart!
In rage i throw these words out..into my silent mind
I hate you...
but in actuality i love you with all i have,
waiting... hoping that you could feel that too,
knowing ill be gone soon.
will you even remember me?
or think of me when love catches you the the hair.
do you think of me as some naked women writhes in your arms,
twitching with ecstasy?
her hair then spilling across your chest like mine did?
you may forget these things,
but i am forever haunted by them,
tossing and turning in my sheets in pain...in love.
your little stares set me aflame with passion while your touch,
burnes through this heart with emotion.
walking along this sidewalk trying to find the answer..
to reach some destination of peace and understanding
while i hear your voice replay in my mind,
craving for your love,
while hiding mine!
-----God damn you eric!!!---- and sorry my current love, i will never love you ever! i can't... i wont.... i don't even care that much for you in that way!------
thinking of you,
your grin,
your eyes,
and the way they light up in amusment.
nautious because i know i love you,
i see your affection burning in your eyes as he holds me,
and i condemn you!
for waiting so long to find that love for me,
because im in his arms unwillingly as your mind caress's my heart!
In rage i throw these words out..into my silent mind
I hate you...
but in actuality i love you with all i have,
waiting... hoping that you could feel that too,
knowing ill be gone soon.
will you even remember me?
or think of me when love catches you the the hair.
do you think of me as some naked women writhes in your arms,
twitching with ecstasy?
her hair then spilling across your chest like mine did?
you may forget these things,
but i am forever haunted by them,
tossing and turning in my sheets in pain...in love.
your little stares set me aflame with passion while your touch,
burnes through this heart with emotion.
walking along this sidewalk trying to find the answer..
to reach some destination of peace and understanding
while i hear your voice replay in my mind,
craving for your love,
while hiding mine!
-----God damn you eric!!!---- and sorry my current love, i will never love you ever! i can't... i wont.... i don't even care that much for you in that way!------