Mar 27, 2005 21:18
tears are washing my make up off, leaving light streaked lines.
eyes shawdowed with makeup offering nothing but hurt and pain.
Remembrance of the past plays in front of me, images of four girls with creative bright eyes, of slumber parties and bestfreinds,
tracing my mind over the memories of yesterday, and the freindship im trying to clutch onto.
i never had anybody. never had a long term freind before till you all came here, into this place of darkened dreams. that place i call the heart. and now im down to one... the one who is letting go. and i see the future and im trying to hold on but you don;t want to. i don't mesh with you anymore.
tears are the only freinds i have now, warming my cheek for a second leaving them cold after ward. but they too end after time, then i guess ill be alone again.