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MMMM.... Today....
Well first off I have to say that its been a crazy crazy weekend!!! I am soo glad that I have tommorrow off except for the fact that I have to help clean the porch and hopefully have Mikey fix the heater in my car!!!
Umms... I feel like shit still and I think that it is my allegries acting up because of the crazy weather... Grrrr...
So on a postive note- Coach Jim came over and he mentioned that the requistion for COS is opening soon and then he winked at me... Maybe thats a good sign...
Ummmsss... Still no where with Tom and I have now given up hope on it.... Besides if I get to be a COS then their will be no way that we could have a relationship and maybe its all for the best...
Let's see- I am scared of Dan becoming a stalker... I guess time will only tell...
And here is the fustration part...
Loren... half of the time we are so couplish and then other times we are like two strangers. He was all over me all night and then he just left without saying goodbye... which happens all of the time... and I am a lil mad because he IMed me when he got home to tell me that he was talking to Mary Kim. I told him that he should try again with her and he said perhaps... its soo fustrating cause I really don't know why I stand with him. Its so difficult only because like tonight again I was in my room and he came in a few times in between matches to hang out. Like I know that both of us are settling for each other so it doesnt bother me with the Mary Kim and him thing although it kinda sucks... but whatever-- Good thing I follow my own rules....
.:Rosi:.
Rule #1- Never get attached, cause they will be out the door quicker then they came in!!!