Satuday night live
Haven't posted in a while---
So tonight I went bowling-- something that I have not done in forever... well since Josh and I broke up... and I did awesome for my typical ability... So that made me happy.
I wasn't going to go but then when Tom and I were talking about things to do tonight I asked him if he wanted to go with the family and he said yes... If I was him I'd say no thanks... Also there was Tim and Josh...
Tonight was the first time that I really got to hang out with josh- ironically the same night that Chan came back... Thats another problem within itself. I hate the fact that he stays here. This is not his home and he does not pay to live here and yet I have to and the living room is always cluttered with his junk... Grrr.... He also was mad that all "my boys" were here but get over it, his jealouscy over Josh is crazy!!
So in tbe other hand Tommy and I are on a werid level. I wish that I knew what he thought. Over the last couple of days I thought that we were done because he did not text me but whatever I just rubbed it off. I like him though, he has alot of great qualities and is alot of fun. So tonight we started to talk again, and I was glad that we were able to hang out again. but I have no clue where he stands and I kinda wish that I knew... but I guess that we will see.
So tonight I went bowling-- something that I have not done in forever... well since Josh and I broke up... and I did awesome for my typical ability... So that made me happy.
I wasn't going to go but then when Tom and I were talking about things to do tonight I asked him if he wanted to go with the family and he said yes... If I was him I'd say no thanks... Also there was Tim and Josh...
Tonight was the first time that I really got to hang out with josh- ironically the same night that Chan came back... Thats another problem within itself. I hate the fact that he stays here. This is not his home and he does not pay to live here and yet I have to and the living room is always cluttered with his junk... Grrr.... He also was mad that all "my boys" were here but get over it, his jealouscy over Josh is crazy!!
So in tbe other hand Tommy and I are on a werid level. I wish that I knew what he thought. Over the last couple of days I thought that we were done because he did not text me but whatever I just rubbed it off. I like him though, he has alot of great qualities and is alot of fun. So tonight we started to talk again, and I was glad that we were able to hang out again. but I have no clue where he stands and I kinda wish that I knew... but I guess that we will see.