march 3, 2008
between the fall of 2005 and now i have tons of memories....ill never forget them, but i hate that it hurts to think of them.........i never loved someone as much......im very confused, im not happy with myself right now at all....my last memory of being single was sitting in heat street and having to work all day.....i got visitors but one very important visitor came in that day.....next thing i know im watching a fucking movie and carving pumpkins....then it was on.....
i dont know if i can mentally bring on another relationship in my life.....i already have headaches and im sure i know whats to follow....i really did have high hopes in the long-run.....but of course things didnt work out for me.....ill take blame for alot of issues...i know i have some problems....dont worry all my problems are catching up to me, it shows in my physical appearance....i cant win.....
i dont know if i can mentally bring on another relationship in my life.....i already have headaches and im sure i know whats to follow....i really did have high hopes in the long-run.....but of course things didnt work out for me.....ill take blame for alot of issues...i know i have some problems....dont worry all my problems are catching up to me, it shows in my physical appearance....i cant win.....