flavor flav!!!!!
i learned alot in the past 24hours......ive been from happy to sad......im so tired of how everyone acts......new subject
right now im gonna take the time to say ive been a dickhead to the girl i love lately, but tonite made me realize how special she is, im doing all i can do to work on any shit ive put her through...all my life especially in the past 3 years ive had this outstanding gaurd up and a spiteful nature of getting someone back.....my stomach turns inside thinking of everything...i can honestly say ive never been so scared of losing someone....i just want a happy ending but i create tragedy.....my mind is burnt....i wanted to puke so bad earlier tonite....im getting older i just want a life......if this makes it through(who am i kidding it will) , when this makes its passing then i promise happiness to the ending for you and me......
you know i love you more than any word can describe....
im posting this to clear up any misunderstanding of my previous posts.....alot of you people on here dont know but im not the easiest person to get along with....and i have a tendency to make someone else look like the bad person instead of myself....who do you think fed me all last week, it sure wasnt me.....it was someone who cares so much they spent there money on making sure i was taken care of over themself being taken care of.....
right now im gonna take the time to say ive been a dickhead to the girl i love lately, but tonite made me realize how special she is, im doing all i can do to work on any shit ive put her through...all my life especially in the past 3 years ive had this outstanding gaurd up and a spiteful nature of getting someone back.....my stomach turns inside thinking of everything...i can honestly say ive never been so scared of losing someone....i just want a happy ending but i create tragedy.....my mind is burnt....i wanted to puke so bad earlier tonite....im getting older i just want a life......if this makes it through(who am i kidding it will) , when this makes its passing then i promise happiness to the ending for you and me......
you know i love you more than any word can describe....
im posting this to clear up any misunderstanding of my previous posts.....alot of you people on here dont know but im not the easiest person to get along with....and i have a tendency to make someone else look like the bad person instead of myself....who do you think fed me all last week, it sure wasnt me.....it was someone who cares so much they spent there money on making sure i was taken care of over themself being taken care of.....