What I want forever. From thepowerplayers
The caresses turned to something more then just need. Some time after we had talked about Faith’s sudden need to pummel the good guys like yours truly and Xander, and some time after she had massaged the knee that Faith had damaged in a cheap shot from behind and after I had put a gigantic bloody icepack against my face, declarations were made and they were the sodding things that I had always wanted to say to Buffy and more importantly, hear from her.
No longer was there the doubt in my mind that had bloody well encompassed me after since I became something other then a spook haunting Angel and that had prevented me from going straight to her in London, then in Rome, even when I had been in Rome. Couldn’t lie to her anymore or hide my feelings. A lot of slayers had lost their lives tonight fighting all of the demons and worse, her best friend in Willow had passed, but now, more then ever, if she wanted me, then it was the time to let her know the nuts and bolts of me and her from my perspective.
Busted up and battered, I let her know that I had always loved her, and especially since I had gotten my soul. These were things that were not foreign to her beautiful ears, but it bared repeating at a point when I wasn’t about to burst into a crispy ash, my eyeballs popping out of their sockets, muscles being stripped away from the bone. Wasn’t going anywhere now, and neither was she and even if she did, I would follow if she would allow me to.
Told her that I would never love anyone else. Wished that I didn’t look battered because of Faith’s fists when I was doing so, but it was what it was and I did it, and received caring looks from her. Waited for her to talk about her feelings, the blood in my body warmer than its normal room temperature. She brought up the poncy Immortal and how she had been with him and I knew how that bloody son of a bitch operated. He had made love to my love so many times and she certainly bloody well enjoyed it and this was not that long ago.
Threatened to give me pause with her, thinking about him being inside of her. Okay, no it bloody well didn’t. I would just outdo the Immortal and knew that I didn’t even have to when she told me that when she found out that I was alive, the Immortal was quickly out of the picture.
Wanted to ask her about Angel, and if he played a part in her leaving the Immortal, even with Faith shagging him now. Wanted to ask her about the Immortal and how she had felt for him because it was Buffy, and I couldn’t see her with that pretty boy, but I didn’t ask either thing, because when our lips met, all of the pain from faith hitting me went away. Now, it was just me and her. This is what I wanted for the rest of my life.
Let her undress me. There was no rush. The sun was about to come up and I was in no rush.
[Buffy]
No longer was there the doubt in my mind that had bloody well encompassed me after since I became something other then a spook haunting Angel and that had prevented me from going straight to her in London, then in Rome, even when I had been in Rome. Couldn’t lie to her anymore or hide my feelings. A lot of slayers had lost their lives tonight fighting all of the demons and worse, her best friend in Willow had passed, but now, more then ever, if she wanted me, then it was the time to let her know the nuts and bolts of me and her from my perspective.
Busted up and battered, I let her know that I had always loved her, and especially since I had gotten my soul. These were things that were not foreign to her beautiful ears, but it bared repeating at a point when I wasn’t about to burst into a crispy ash, my eyeballs popping out of their sockets, muscles being stripped away from the bone. Wasn’t going anywhere now, and neither was she and even if she did, I would follow if she would allow me to.
Told her that I would never love anyone else. Wished that I didn’t look battered because of Faith’s fists when I was doing so, but it was what it was and I did it, and received caring looks from her. Waited for her to talk about her feelings, the blood in my body warmer than its normal room temperature. She brought up the poncy Immortal and how she had been with him and I knew how that bloody son of a bitch operated. He had made love to my love so many times and she certainly bloody well enjoyed it and this was not that long ago.
Threatened to give me pause with her, thinking about him being inside of her. Okay, no it bloody well didn’t. I would just outdo the Immortal and knew that I didn’t even have to when she told me that when she found out that I was alive, the Immortal was quickly out of the picture.
Wanted to ask her about Angel, and if he played a part in her leaving the Immortal, even with Faith shagging him now. Wanted to ask her about the Immortal and how she had felt for him because it was Buffy, and I couldn’t see her with that pretty boy, but I didn’t ask either thing, because when our lips met, all of the pain from faith hitting me went away. Now, it was just me and her. This is what I wanted for the rest of my life.
Let her undress me. There was no rush. The sun was about to come up and I was in no rush.
[Buffy]