You did what with that broom handle on LSD?!?

[railee]

wow... it's been a while since i've updated... nothing really important or interesting to tell i guess. nothing really at all... i mean i think thrusday i was planning on making an entry before i went to work about a crazy dream i had, but my internet was down... so i couldn't, and it's basically lost now... something about nukes and winter and pot and bitches cutting in on routs and old people leaving and losing dave somehow in mass confusion.... i only have flashes of it, but it was fucking retarded... it was a totally different city, all fucked with allys like halls and subways like walking bridges.... i don't even think i could explain it better than that. not now anyways. so ya, tonight i guess me and dave are going to the afterdark... and i'm probably actually going to dress for the ocassion, but... well never mind, was gonna say i hope i don't get hit on as much as i did last time, but last time i was wearing a ratty old hoody like 5 sizes too big, so not only did i look young, but you couldnt see my curves or anything no distinguishing body features, and i still got hit on like mad... so this time i guess i'm just gonna have to molest dave in public or something... maybe they'll leave me alone then... or maybe i just don't understand drunken pongo's... and i think i'm prone to believe the latter. eh... i have no idea how long we'll be out for, or whatever, but i think i'll have a good time. maybe most of the pongo's will go to the rave... hope so. jenny i guess is most likely going to the rave. i'm lending her some shirts and my bunny backpack with some motion sensitive flashies and rave rings. hope she has fun if she gets to go. and chantel beter not fucking rip her off on gas money... -.-; $20 to come into oro from freddy and drive back...? i don't fucking think so. anyways enough on that topic. what else...? well... i was claning my room... eh thats not interesting or important... umm.... i'm working off sleep depervation right now.... not alot of it, but enough... it's been a while since i've done the super late nights with very little sleep next morning thing. i got home at like 4 from dan's last night, and didn crash till 5... well i tried to crash at 5... but my mom's alarm clock kept waking me up... but i was deffinitely out before my mom went to work... lol but i kept waking up like very hour for no reason... well not no reason, just my internal alarm clock is used to me waking up at like 8, and i always wake up at least an hour before my alarm... just never crawl out of bed... so i was awake alot this morning, and i had to finally crawl out of bed at 11, i had laundery and shit to do for my mom... then i had to run into oro, and of course, i didn shower, just went as was... same ratty hoody as mentioned above... lol i love this hoody... you'll never get it back dave... lol anways that and like my valur pants, and the whole time i was in the grocery store i was yawning and i looked so tired and dead... lol but now i'm pretty awake... i dunno how that'll last once i get out with dave tho... lol i'll end up burnt out in no time... i'm probably gonna need to do some shit tonight to stay awake... lol wish i could get some kay.. :( it's been so long since i've done that stuff.... and i know that would probably put me out... lol but it'd work to have that for when i get back to daves.. :D if i ended up doing anything else... but somehow i doubt i will... i never do anything anymore... lol well not anything... but eh... anyways this seems to be a very random long rambling journal... lol well ok not long, but since i never write anymore, i guess it could be long ish cuz i'm not really talking about anything at all... i think i do that alot with journals... i'm not really talking to anyone, but myself... not saying people don't read, just that i guess i kinda talk to myself while i'm typing... lol so i guess most times it never really makes sence.... oh well... anyways. i think i'm gonna go finish my room, and see if i can slip some nin on the stereo in the living room while i clean.. :D

so until i feel like rambling again, cuz nothing good ever happens that i can write about.. :D

Laters!
Sam

*edit*
it's sunday now, and you can scratch everything i said about going out and doing something. we did nothing last night. nothing. i almost wished i'd stayed home.... least then i'd have a reason to feel like shit.