thoughts
It seems that every time we meet, I get to know a bit more about you, which makes me realize how little we know each other.
We're moving too fast physically, I'm well aware of that. Maybe it's because we've both been without for a while, that we found in each other the need and the willingness to share our desires. I think we need to stop and let our minds and hearts catch up with what we're doing. I'm afraid to fall for a stranger again. Given that we are in the same circle, this is a bigger gamble than usual. I would not wish for this to fail, but I do not want a token relationship either. I have no desire to repeat my past.
This. What is this that we have? Will it be love or lust? I still feel that you're keeping your distance, and I do not know how to get the answers that I need. This is difficult for me, someone who used to follow her instincts when it comes to relationships. I am too old for games. I do not want one from you. I don't believe that you'd want one too. I want to trust you but...
Please, do not let this be something that I will regret deeply...