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The biggest source of any depression lately has to be the issue of being wanted.
I almost never feel wanted, in real life, but I manage to deal with it most of the time, slogging along through the worst of it and coming out the other end eventually... I just have occasional days where I can't face it and would rather curl up in bed. I use my online life to bypass this issue a fair bit, and at least get a little happiness out of life. But, when I start to feel the same problems online as off, well...
I cry.
I almost never feel wanted, in real life, but I manage to deal with it most of the time, slogging along through the worst of it and coming out the other end eventually... I just have occasional days where I can't face it and would rather curl up in bed. I use my online life to bypass this issue a fair bit, and at least get a little happiness out of life. But, when I start to feel the same problems online as off, well...
I cry.