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... I'm like a black hole for compliments, really... I can never quite have enough.
I have love deficiency I never quite feel loved, haha.
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...Well, I don't, and that's the truth. No amount of denying it will change it, will it? So I might as well just say it. Even if I "know" people like/love me... I can't ever "feel" it. Oh, it's perfectly awful...
For me, I want some sort of promise! But it's not as though things work like that. I want... Things. That I can't have.
...Today, without prompting, I took some Tylenol... It's been a while since I took it for a headache - these days, I stick to Advil, really.
...For those who know about The Incident, please don't worry about me. I'm honestly not going to do anything... Even though I'm like *EMO* all over the place. I mean, I can't promise I'm never going to but I really have no intention to do anything right now.