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I feel like I am coming out the other side of a strange dream, but all the wrong way.
When Camino ended, it was like I had my life back. Only not really. I had auditions one week after (today).
So I wandered around thanksgiving break in a town that was mine in a body that was mine but everything felt like a dream. I was 21 for the first time on more than a weekend, and because of that Indy could have been another city for all I knew.
And then I come back to Muncie, do my audition, which felt like nothing special at all, walked in, walked out, felt decent, and now I have a giant weight off my shoulders, but I'm not in the city I want to be in.
Of course, I have a huge paper due on Friday, a scene to memorize for thursday, a one act play to rehearse, a Meeting for my option probation, and my huge astronomy final, but still. A huge weight has been lifted.
but I still feel pretty tired.
When Camino ended, it was like I had my life back. Only not really. I had auditions one week after (today).
So I wandered around thanksgiving break in a town that was mine in a body that was mine but everything felt like a dream. I was 21 for the first time on more than a weekend, and because of that Indy could have been another city for all I knew.
And then I come back to Muncie, do my audition, which felt like nothing special at all, walked in, walked out, felt decent, and now I have a giant weight off my shoulders, but I'm not in the city I want to be in.
Of course, I have a huge paper due on Friday, a scene to memorize for thursday, a one act play to rehearse, a Meeting for my option probation, and my huge astronomy final, but still. A huge weight has been lifted.
but I still feel pretty tired.