Nov 18, 2011 10:07
I've made a living out of starting over
losing everything gets easier every time
I have stripped away more and more of myself
leaving only my most minimal essentials remaining
Now that all I have left is all I cant let go of
I must regain my ability to grow once more
I've shut so much of myself in I am afraid to come back out
I've cut a lot of people out and now its time to discover who I can trust again
objectively what lessons I've learned have made me jaded and bitter, distrustful and reserved: I am not who I remember myself to be.
"I dont recognize myself, I am not the man you loved. Behold the Hurricane"
Optimistically there is much opportunity in my circumstance...but to say that acknowledges my complete lack of substance to my life and the marginalized lifestyle I've grown accustomed to.