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Last night I was pulled off a cliff in a dream by these.... very sneaky merpeople. I think they were trying to take me somewhere underwater but I drowned, so they decided to just go ahead and eat me. Except. The one who had been holding onto me wouldn't let any of the others come close. Eventually it swam off and then sank to the bottom of the sea and just lay there with my body.
I feel so bad??? For dying?!? But I really do. It irritates me that The Girl In The Dream was definitely supposed to be Me even though it wasn't really necessary. Looking back on it consciously, that sort of takes away from the narrative somehow. And I want to know more about the merfolk! They gave me the sense that they were vicious by nature but they were also confused, like there was something wrong or they were lost, and that was provoking weird behaviour in a few of them.
I feel so bad??? For dying?!? But I really do. It irritates me that The Girl In The Dream was definitely supposed to be Me even though it wasn't really necessary. Looking back on it consciously, that sort of takes away from the narrative somehow. And I want to know more about the merfolk! They gave me the sense that they were vicious by nature but they were also confused, like there was something wrong or they were lost, and that was provoking weird behaviour in a few of them.