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I'm at work and there's nothing to dooooooooooo. Fortunately, I remembered the internet exists!
......... and as usual there's not much to do on the internet either, but it still kinda feels like I am crawling back to a safe place after living in mortal danger for weeks. There's a lot of palace intrigue going around in this department. None of it has anything to do with me, but watching people be .... people is making me remarkably tense, hff. Sometimes when I leave for lunch, I relax so much and so quickly that I get this weird variation on a headrush; my right hand goes numb and my consciousness gets in front of me for a second, like I'm literally ahead of my own body with the eagerness to get awaaaay.
But. I'm making things sound worse than they are. It's good to be working, and people are being very decent to me. I've been eating a little more regularly and keeping everything down, so that's nice too. Also I've been marathoning House M.D. in every spare moment. Maybe I will finally learn to chill out soon! TUNE IN NEXT TIME TO FIND OUT.
......... and as usual there's not much to do on the internet either, but it still kinda feels like I am crawling back to a safe place after living in mortal danger for weeks. There's a lot of palace intrigue going around in this department. None of it has anything to do with me, but watching people be .... people is making me remarkably tense, hff. Sometimes when I leave for lunch, I relax so much and so quickly that I get this weird variation on a headrush; my right hand goes numb and my consciousness gets in front of me for a second, like I'm literally ahead of my own body with the eagerness to get awaaaay.
But. I'm making things sound worse than they are. It's good to be working, and people are being very decent to me. I've been eating a little more regularly and keeping everything down, so that's nice too. Also I've been marathoning House M.D. in every spare moment. Maybe I will finally learn to chill out soon! TUNE IN NEXT TIME TO FIND OUT.