soooo lost...
I don't know why I don't know how, but I just feel so lost. Lost in EVERYTHING. I give this outer appearance that everything is fine. It's like I am trying to convince not only the world, but myself that everything is good, when inside I am a screaming kid looking for some fucking direction. I pray(sometimes). . .nothing. I talk to people. . . nothing. I just don't know what to do. It's as if I feel like I want to retract from life. I want to get out of here hella bad. I hate this damn country.
On a lighter note, I had a good day today. I got to play with some damn Iraqi kids for about 3 hours. It was hella fun yo!
On a lighter note, I had a good day today. I got to play with some damn Iraqi kids for about 3 hours. It was hella fun yo!