Not a good time
Hey, ok this is the deal. I've realized that I would like to maybe see people. You know like go out, have fun, without little man in tow. Remember what it is to be woman, not just mom. So, went to on-line date site (I know) and on this one site, you can send "flirts" to the members who you would like to maybe talk to. Anyway, I have a pic posted on it and read an interesting profile, so I sent a smile. If people aren't interested, the site has standard replies: Thanks, but we are not a match, or I've found someone. You know, the nice politically correct kiss off. This guy however sends me a message back saying "i don't do fatty's, try an ugly guy". Now, this absolutely sucks. I know that I'm not the best looking, or in the greatest shape, but I'm working on it. It was just 8 words, and enough to crush me. I know, perfect stranger, who cares? I do. It hurts, cuz I know that I am more than that. What can I do? He can go to hell, but I will have to get over this. Oh yeah, he was 35 years old and supposedly a doctor. Can you imagine? What an asshole!
So, I have come to the conclusion that if I am not in a significant relationship in the next 3 years, I am not going to persue anything. Hopefully, someone will see that I actually have something to offer. God, I am really that bad? This self doubt sucks. Just when I was thinking I was ok. Who knew?
So, I have come to the conclusion that if I am not in a significant relationship in the next 3 years, I am not going to persue anything. Hopefully, someone will see that I actually have something to offer. God, I am really that bad? This self doubt sucks. Just when I was thinking I was ok. Who knew?