I Need Closure...
How long has it been since that day? Years is all I know...but something this tragic, it seemed like it happened not so long ago and it's ripping me apart...
Two good friends of mine were lovers that I thought would last forever....but it turned into a tragic break-up that's almost forbidden to talk or even think about. How tragic? I didn't know until I was thrown out and locked in the cold dark forever...
The one part of that tragic couple displayed his anger by drawing something he just named "Death". He had shown it but I had only seen the top part of it and my glasses were off (I'm nearsighted...or whatever it means when you can't see things far away..) I didn't think about it again when he closed the window. Weeks later, the other half of the tragic couple showed me the same pic and that's when I saw the full picture and noticed the picture was like a threat message to her. When I told her I seen the picture, I was suddenly put in the spotlight as if I helped drew the picture and that's when I was thrown in the dark...confused and hurt....and that was the last I heard from her.
I was 16 or 17 when all this happend. I'm 21 now and still hurting from it. I'm known as an "emotional sponge"; you tell me how sad you are when you lose a family member or rant on how an asshole your boyfriend and it stays with me unless I break down in tears, when I've been "squeezed", but it still stays with me.
I need closure....shoot, she probably given me closure but either I've been too depressed or too dumb to remember...I'm leaning more toward the dumb part...but this will follow me to my grave unless I develop something like Alzhimer's or dementia when I reach old age....which really doesn't sound all bad. Ignorance is bliss or so I heard..
I hear he still tortures her even after they've been a part for years. Why he won't let go, I don't know, but I do know it will drive his spirit insane if he continues to do so or karma will come to get him...whichever happens first...
I just wish her a happy future and no more emotional pain...I do hope God does hear my prayers and give her that wish..
Two good friends of mine were lovers that I thought would last forever....but it turned into a tragic break-up that's almost forbidden to talk or even think about. How tragic? I didn't know until I was thrown out and locked in the cold dark forever...
The one part of that tragic couple displayed his anger by drawing something he just named "Death". He had shown it but I had only seen the top part of it and my glasses were off (I'm nearsighted...or whatever it means when you can't see things far away..) I didn't think about it again when he closed the window. Weeks later, the other half of the tragic couple showed me the same pic and that's when I saw the full picture and noticed the picture was like a threat message to her. When I told her I seen the picture, I was suddenly put in the spotlight as if I helped drew the picture and that's when I was thrown in the dark...confused and hurt....and that was the last I heard from her.
I was 16 or 17 when all this happend. I'm 21 now and still hurting from it. I'm known as an "emotional sponge"; you tell me how sad you are when you lose a family member or rant on how an asshole your boyfriend and it stays with me unless I break down in tears, when I've been "squeezed", but it still stays with me.
I need closure....shoot, she probably given me closure but either I've been too depressed or too dumb to remember...I'm leaning more toward the dumb part...but this will follow me to my grave unless I develop something like Alzhimer's or dementia when I reach old age....which really doesn't sound all bad. Ignorance is bliss or so I heard..
I hear he still tortures her even after they've been a part for years. Why he won't let go, I don't know, but I do know it will drive his spirit insane if he continues to do so or karma will come to get him...whichever happens first...
I just wish her a happy future and no more emotional pain...I do hope God does hear my prayers and give her that wish..