Is there somebody who can watch you?
Modern society is so wholly unsuited for a soul like mine.
As the Goo Goo Dolls say, "Don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are?"
Your heart and soul don't really matter, everyone is judging you by how successful you are.
Maybe online people would, but in the real world when someone wants to know what you're doing, "today I worked on not wanting to die" is never gonna be an acceptable answer to their question. You always need to have a job and nobody's gonna care if you're inches away from the edge unless it impedes your ability to work.
This is a bit of a sulking post but sometimes this is the only thing I can think about.